Rasukai

Silly conscious dealings Trying to control my feelings-- This my only instigation To fall from dedication. I need to be known for something Never praised for nothing; Has this love of ambition Sent us into remission? I never did lose sight of you, This credit I'm at least due. Though it seems you've no retention Of my honesty, love and affection. Absence makes the heart grow strong, And sometimes you can wait too long; But we're going to be okay-- So there's not much else to say.

I'm back to those beginnings Where I'm so frequently back. Locked in a day dream of a closer you-- You being the One At The Time, The ideal One on my mind. This changing to thinking of us falling Into an arbitrary stream of affairs That inevitably turns us for the worst. The worst being Break Up With little chance of Make Up, Except the mascara 'round your eyes That I imagine running down The way we went down: Just to be wiped away.